Saturday, October 23, 2010

I had a dream......

I had a dream yesterday....yes during the day. I sleep during the day most days because I work at night, all night. My dream was one of the best dreams ever. I went into labor and funny enough I was, in my dream, 24 weeks along like I am now. But in my dream, it was time. And then I skipped over the bad part ie the pushing and the pain, and was suddenly holding a little baby. Then it was time to take her home, and I had her in my arms and there was my family helping to carry out all the gifts and necessities to the car. She was blonde with just a titch of curl, and healthy and yes, because my baby will be a genius, (and because dreams are silly sometimes, obviously) already smiling. And her eyes were blue.
And then I woke up.....NOT NICE. I STILL have FOUR months left until I can really hold her. The mind can play mean jokes sometimes.